I had my conversation with Matthew about not visiting with him for New Year's, but inviting him to my area instead. As you recall, the reason was to save money & to give me an excuse not be his complete focus, considering I feel guilty for not wanting to try to have another romantic relationship with him. I also feel like I would have a better time with a group of people, rather than with him alone.
As predicted, he declined the invitation, because I would be focused on other people. However, he said he would create another way for us to have fun together in January or February. He also added that he realizes I am not interested in him romantically & I should stop feeling guilty, because he is a grown man & can make his own decisions.
He is absolutely right. I will no longer dwell on it.
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