A former lover said this about me...
“You are the most formidable, competent, & admirable human being it has been my pleasure to know. You also happen to be a woman that I find intensely desirable, for that reason amongst others. But that is not the most important thing. It is your sheer unique & innate wondrousness as a human being that makes you my favorite: that combination of hardcore practicality, fierce defensiveness of those you love, incisive analysis of people's illusions & bullshit, wit, intelligence, compassion, where it is deserved & derision where it is not, & perhaps most awesomely, the ability to BE all these things, while still being able to channel freely & deliciously wonderfully your inner child.“
I am a sexually empowered woman, who evolved & blossomed in the sexworker industry. (I find it fascinating that many people hear the word sexworker & they automatically think prostitute. There are many variations, including pro-domme, phone sex operator, adult web designer, adult sex class teacher, etc.) You will find me to be very disarming. When most people make reference to women in the sexworker industry, they speak of drugs, violence, molestation, alcohol, etc. I have none of those experiences. My childhood, although unconventional, was full of love & respect.
Although well educated, most of my knowledge is self taught, as a result of my love of reading & my family. My granddad gave me my love of classical & jazz music. My grandmother fostered my love of English history, particularly the Tudors, before they were cool. Together they taught me the joys of artists, like Van Gogh, Michelangelo, Renoir, Monet, & Manet. I cry at the sight of beautiful works of art.
My mother taught me that the human body is a wonderful thing & that all parts of it are important & none are bad. She taught me that sex is the most important form of communication. She taught me that in the end, we are responsible for our own actions, no matter the outcome. Mistakes are nothing to be ashamed of, they are just learning experiences.
My daddie taught me that a man can be strong in his silence. He also gave me the greatest of all. He loves my mother more deeply than any love I have ever seen or experienced. My father’s purpose on this planet is to make my mother happy. When she is happy, the universe is happy. As a result of that message, conveyed & taught for decades now, I find my life is filled with disciples who are as dedicated to me, as I am to them.
I am very child-like in my joys. Rainbows are a reason to go on a long hike to find the end. Toy stores are an invitation to play in the isles. I spend hours with my coloring book, when I am sick, sad or stressed. I giggle a lot. I carry a hammock in my car, in case of traffic jams, late work, or drive-in theaters. I carry play-doh & bubbles with me at all times. I dye my puppy different colors. I go out of my way to make people smile. Chances are likely I can get you to do all those things too.
I am very confident, without being intimidating or arrogant. Those around me feed off of my confidence & it empowers them too. When I am with other people, I can convince them to do things they would never ever consider. Then, they do it with wild abandonment, like a child. In the end, they become confident too.
I am polyamorous, living with my boyfriend of 5 years. (Yes! He knows exactly what I do & is completely supportive of every facet of my life.) I have an additional partner that I see several times a week. We have been together for the last 11 years.
“You are the most formidable, competent, & admirable human being it has been my pleasure to know. You also happen to be a woman that I find intensely desirable, for that reason amongst others. But that is not the most important thing. It is your sheer unique & innate wondrousness as a human being that makes you my favorite: that combination of hardcore practicality, fierce defensiveness of those you love, incisive analysis of people's illusions & bullshit, wit, intelligence, compassion, where it is deserved & derision where it is not, & perhaps most awesomely, the ability to BE all these things, while still being able to channel freely & deliciously wonderfully your inner child.“
I am a sexually empowered woman, who evolved & blossomed in the sexworker industry. (I find it fascinating that many people hear the word sexworker & they automatically think prostitute. There are many variations, including pro-domme, phone sex operator, adult web designer, adult sex class teacher, etc.) You will find me to be very disarming. When most people make reference to women in the sexworker industry, they speak of drugs, violence, molestation, alcohol, etc. I have none of those experiences. My childhood, although unconventional, was full of love & respect.
Although well educated, most of my knowledge is self taught, as a result of my love of reading & my family. My granddad gave me my love of classical & jazz music. My grandmother fostered my love of English history, particularly the Tudors, before they were cool. Together they taught me the joys of artists, like Van Gogh, Michelangelo, Renoir, Monet, & Manet. I cry at the sight of beautiful works of art.
My mother taught me that the human body is a wonderful thing & that all parts of it are important & none are bad. She taught me that sex is the most important form of communication. She taught me that in the end, we are responsible for our own actions, no matter the outcome. Mistakes are nothing to be ashamed of, they are just learning experiences.
My daddie taught me that a man can be strong in his silence. He also gave me the greatest of all. He loves my mother more deeply than any love I have ever seen or experienced. My father’s purpose on this planet is to make my mother happy. When she is happy, the universe is happy. As a result of that message, conveyed & taught for decades now, I find my life is filled with disciples who are as dedicated to me, as I am to them.
I am very child-like in my joys. Rainbows are a reason to go on a long hike to find the end. Toy stores are an invitation to play in the isles. I spend hours with my coloring book, when I am sick, sad or stressed. I giggle a lot. I carry a hammock in my car, in case of traffic jams, late work, or drive-in theaters. I carry play-doh & bubbles with me at all times. I dye my puppy different colors. I go out of my way to make people smile. Chances are likely I can get you to do all those things too.
I am very confident, without being intimidating or arrogant. Those around me feed off of my confidence & it empowers them too. When I am with other people, I can convince them to do things they would never ever consider. Then, they do it with wild abandonment, like a child. In the end, they become confident too.
I am polyamorous, living with my boyfriend of 5 years. (Yes! He knows exactly what I do & is completely supportive of every facet of my life.) I have an additional partner that I see several times a week. We have been together for the last 11 years.
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