I have the opportunity to go to GenCon (http://www.gencon.com/) this year. I am not a gamer, but I LOVE watching people & my old boyfriend, Mathew, has invited me to go with him, all expenses paid. Mathew is what people would call an AlphaGeek, because he owns a gaming store.
Mathew & I stopped being intimate with each other 4 years ago, because I became unattrated to him physically. To be more polite, I told him that it was because he lived several states away & long distance relationships did not work for me. However, even with that he seems to still be in love with me saying, "I've come pretty far, and I want you. I can't own you, & I can't live with you, or give you the constant love that you need everyday. My biggest regret. But I have never stopped wanting you, even if I've dulled the ache with lesser women." Yes! He can write.
I'm not sure what to do with this. I think I do want to go to GenCon, just for the amusement. But, I do not want to give him any ideas about having a new relationship with me.
What do you think?
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