My
mother called a few minutes ago to let me know that my daddie had
successfully completely his biopsy. The procedure will let us know
whether or not he will need a bone marrow transplant, as a result of
being treated for his non-Hodgkin’s lymphoma with chemotherapy. Sadly,
my mother said she would not get the results until December 4th.
However, because my mother is a nurse at the same hospital he is being
treated, she may have access to his files as early as Tuesday, although
she is not positive.
"I'm a bitch. I'm a lover. I'm a child, I'm a mother. I'm a sinner. I'm a saint. I do not feel ashamed. I'm your hell. I'm your dream. I'm nothing in between. You know you wouldn't want it any other way."
Friday, November 28, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
Dancing Nekkid!
I am currently dancing & singing nekkid, while listening to Pandora, in my old boyfriend’s closed gaming store, as he entertains his mother for Thanksgiving dinner at a local restaurant. I did not want to go with him, because they have somewhat of a cantankerous relationship. Every time I have been with them, there is an underlying hostility, although I am sure they love each other. So, I requested to be left behind.
It
took him a bit to get used to the idea, considering I am technically
his guest & he thought he was being delinquent in his
responsibilities, if I was left alone. He even texted me several times, while he was gone.
However, I am absolutely thrilled to know I am probably the most entertaining & hottest thing this Geek store has ever seen!
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE. I hope you are dancing nekkid somewhere too!
Friday, November 21, 2008
Aren’t I a stinker?
I
plan to head to New Jersey for the Thanksgiving holiday. An old
boyfriend wants to take me to the Macy’s Parade in New York City. In
addition, his 20th
high school reunion is the day after Thanksgiving. I told him some time
ago that I would go, dressed skanky; to make all the boys who made his
high school days miserable jealous, as they sadly displayed their
morbidly obese wives who no longer give them blow jobs. Aren’t I a
stinker?
Sunday, November 16, 2008
A Failing in my Personality
I
finally chatted with my mother, when she was sober, about my father’s
cancer. She was completely logical & calm, saying that she did not
need me to visit, until she knew for sure something was wrong. This is
the woman who raised me, not the inebriated one I spoke to the day
before. I could tell she was in her no nonsense “nurse” mode. I will go
ahead & listen to her advice & sit tight, until she has further
news.
I
have learned that I do not like being around sick people. They make me
feel helpless, because I cannot help them. In my father’s case, I would
not stay away, simply for that reason. He is the exception.
I
realize that such a notion is a failing in my personality, which is a
bit odd, considering I was raised by a nurse. I have an old boyfriend
who was chronically sick, with epilepsy, sleep apnea, & other
assorted ailments. He was the first sick boy I ever dated. He will also
be the last.
When
I was with him, I was always concerned something was going to happen,
such as a seizure. I also got am icky feeling in my tummy, when I saw
his army of medication of the counter of my bathroom, when he visited
overnight.
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